I make my pictures
in a number of different ways, mostly, I begin with
conventional drawing and painting, usually onto watercolour
paper. Then I scan this into my computer and work on it,
the final result is always in the form of a print.
Sometimes I will hand decorate that print using
watercolour, pastels, metallic inks and collage. Sometimes
I will transform the print so completely with drawing and
painting that it becomes a new piece.
I do absolutely feel that, whilst a piece of artwork is
personal to the maker, there is a perfectly valid
‘story’ attached to the symbols/narrative by
the observer. However, for anyone curious to know what
reasons lie behind these pictures this is a short
explanation about each gallery.
Animals
I have
always felt a special relationship with the animal
kingdoms, recognising the being within each animal form and
acknowledging each as having their own spiritual journey
such as we experience and having their valid thoughts and
feelings, albeit different from our own. Animals have a
great connection to the joy of life and exhibit an ability
to simply ‘ be’ that is lovely to watch –
for example birds riding thermals.
Watching and being with animals has shown me a delightful
sense of humour in their behaviour and I feel so annoyed
when they are regarded by the scientific community as
having no ‘higher emotions’. That just means
that they don’t know any.
I use the image of certain species in a symbolic way mostly
and sometimes just decoratively. Horses represent freedom
and strength, I am very fond of them and have had many
horse-friends.
Dogs have been special to me all my life, they have always
been, in my experience, gentle, steady and loving, even
when that was not my human experience. I have known and
loved many and am grateful to those who have lived with me
for their support. Wolves are more the romantic side of
dogs as they have their wild freedom
– I have had several companion wolfhounds and they
are connected with wolves for me in my images.
Elephants bridge between wild and and tame – I have
met several in India, where, of course, you can touch them
and communicate with them and where they live useful and
appreciated lives. The ones I have met have had a nice feel
to them and those who worked with them treated them kindly
and respectfully.
I am extremely fond of gulls and crows, birds often
disliked by people but I love their bold and extravagant
body language and the shape of them. The white birds that
appear in my pictures are images of the pure sense of
spirit and are no specific kind of bird. For the same sort
of reason I include butterflies in pictures quite often.
Hares are wild and free, they represent, for me, an aspect
of the beautiful British landscape and the folklore here.
Whales are beautiful and free and perhaps serve as an
oceanic version of hares in my mind. Big cats are beautiful
and a little scary so they represent fears and sometimes
longings and the fears connected there.
There are one or two pictures that have a narrative apart
from that general explanation, for instance;
The White Cat’s Dream is a little story about a cat
falling asleep on a picnic rug. He dreams of little white
birds and the possibility of catching one but then the
dream turns into a seagull, who is bigger than the cat
appears.
Watching
the oranges – once I had a pair of
wolfhounds named Cai and Thor, they used to sometimes sit
upright together watching something and I loved the way
they looked together. Thor, unusually for a dog, really
liked oranges and used to watch us eat them, hopefully. So
here they are watching an orange tree, in case an orange
drops off.
Dreaming
that We Fell is about that falling sensation
that one sometimes has in a dream, a couple and their cats
are all having the same dream.
Dreams
I have
been calling some pictures dreams
- in that a dream is a connection to
another state of being, sometimes in dreams, we visit our
other selves in other time/space areas. Many of my pictures
are about that experience, about the multidimensional
aspects of being, understood as taking place in the Now
although interpreted as memories of past lives and journey
toward future lives – the experiences and learning
which I have chosen to bring into this life for further
review, some things are better expressed as images, there
being no words as accurate as colour and line.
Fire and Flood is a picture made for a friend
who had written a book of poetry and whose emotional
expression of experience was very much in tune with my own
with regard to a woman’s path through life’s
various difficulties to find a sense of self. Some of
it’s images are also in other pictures in a series
about other life experiences and the common thread that
links them – survival of spiritual strength in
difficult circumstances – sometimes literal
‘memories’ and sometimes symbolic: such as
–
Eden, Raven Rome, Bulldance, Agean, Voice of the Wind.
What Women Want is a wry look at the void
between the way men and women express emotional needs and
desires.
Dreaming
that We Fell is about that falling sensation
that one sometimes has in a dream, a couple and their cats
are all having the same dream.
Abstract
The
abstracts are entirely without narrative meaning, intended
to create a feeling and draw attention to colour and
texture for its own sake.
Mandalas
These
are for the dual purpose of enjoying as a decorative
pattern and for a meditative purpose. Each has the title
word running through it on which one can focus and
contemplate the meaning which it has for you personally,
the words are woven into the patterns and may take a while
to discover.
Painted
Lady is
named after the elusive butterfly and her face may be
equally elusive at first.